I am aware that I've mentioned from time to time of what I am seeing as 2012. This post may bring to my readers some aim of raising the eyebrows as it surely does when I speak somewhat to my friends at work for example; of what I believe is an aspect of me and where I am knowing of what and who I am. At least as I am seeing it in the moment. Even though; now I know much of why I am here and aside from my being a service to others I am knowing that in this life I've come to end many of what is sometimes referred to as "past lives"For clarity I am using an example of a train. I am seeing myself compared to being like a large train with my 'cars' sitting on the side of the train tracks and myself being the engine. These 'cars' are comparable to being what I am referring to as past lives or aspects of who I am in these alternate/expanded realities. I am growing in awareness of seeing these 'cars' and pulling them together all in one lie and all in a sense of Oneness. The engine part of who I am is desire that being in this here/now as I am continuing on this journey. In addition; with all of the mentioned above; I am feeling I am now arriving near the station of pulling myself together as one complete being. This completion being thus far; as I feel I have resolved pretty much possibly nearly all of the issues of what is referred to as past experiences in the past lives as well as many in what is considered "past" relating to the here/now. As during the early moments; of what I have in mind to as "Awakening" I can clearly remember resolving much of what I call my life's review. (here/now)Now; being a spirit of creating self validation and choosing to be growing in remembering/awareness I am opening myself up in knowing many of the events that I've experienced to the coming more into the moment of the here/now. Plus; bits of the now that I use the time line of what is my "future"*Much in detail via Crystal Cities. I feel/believe in who I am to experience that my "time" I am choosing to spend in what I call the 3D here and now is growing "short" At least what I am choosing to experience at this moment. I am knowing that my choices are becoming more and more concrete and even though; I am still opening up to myself in knowing/remembering I am very confident in many aspects of who I am and what I am choosing to experience. Much of what I am choosing to "resolve" is more and more in alignment of what is my here/now. I already know/aware at this moment; of what is my next reality and I have developed an sincere appreciation for what is my next here/now and grown in a deeper level of patience in "waiting" for what is my next here/now. To clariy here; I am knowing that I am in the process of experiencing and resolving some "issues" in what is the here and now before I depart. When I use the word "depart" I mean go and experience my final death onto the next here and now. Even though; I am using the terms: "death" and "next here/now" I am using them as what is more of metaphoric for clarity and the meanings may differ depending on what my readers determine what these terms mean. I am seeing and knowing that more of what is "ascension" to me is that: Ascension in that I am now growing in my level of awareness of going to and fro from these "dimensions" and in fact; I am doing so even at times in waking life. I know what is my next reality and what I choose to experience contains much what I personally am wishing to see/act in this here and now which leads up to what my own interpretation of what is 2012. Even though; what is 2012 is as open to the unlimited amounts of "possibilites" depending on each one of our viewpoints/beliefs systems for me; I am seeing my 2012 as my portal to what I am creating in my next physical reality for the things and those of us who are choosing to create as well. Again; I am only for certain what is my reality and I can only observe and feel what is another. I've come to know some of the aspects of all who maybe joining with me in what I am going to connect with during the experience of what I call 2012. Even though; I am seeing the date as many of us may see as the actual date of 2012 I can only speculate this as so for others even though; I am more certain to this for myself. I am going on the assumption for myself this to be so. These remaining moments as soon as I decide to actually complete this letting go and trusting myself I am knowing that my "time" in what is here/now will likely draw to the final moments. This is what I am referring to as my final death be it literally and or figuratively. I am feeling like Jesus Christ knew of his "death" and so do I. The lyrics of the song which is now entering my thoughts by Blue Oyster Cult "Don't worry the Reaper" and even though; for quite some measure I did fear yet; I fear not anymore for I already know my manner and experience of what is referred to as "death" or at least as I am choosing it now to experience in what I refer to as 2012. At the moment; I desire to not show this manner of death yet; I will overlap it is not of suicide or anything of that nature yet; it shall be quick and painless. Remember I do not do hospitals/doctors nor do I choose the idea of lengthy states such as; vegetative states or thing along those lines(LOL)I am reminded of my choice/manner of this for I am observing what is then even as I complete my tasks here. No I do not have a terminal illness I am in ameliorate health now I am just knowing of what is I am going to experience! Where I've been to where I am at to where I am going. Those of you who have followed my sharing of experiences pretty much can know this already. The one thing I wish to mention is that I am "going" as a complete aspect of who I am and what I am choosing to be and one thing which I may have failed to mention before is that I am "going' with a complete wholeness of Oneness and joining back to what I refer to as my people even though; what is my people is in a complete sense of Oneness for I see and know there is no separation in my reality just that I am choosing to continue to experience what is my realty with a new open level of awareness and remembering. Even though; I already know I am going to proceed onto what some of us may classify as another dimension for I already know that I've spent many "life times" in what is 3D and this is my final stay in this dimensional reality. So how does one choose to celebrate what is accomplished. Soon what I define as celebration is what is my personal final tasks and of cover; there are many some of which I am choosing to still remain closed in my awareness for I know even though; I act much of what I see as my realty this includes what I am doing for my move of the service onto others. This celebration is what I am beginning to experience more of this inner peace and the knowing/feeling of the love which I am. In closing; I really know I can change everything I've just mentioned in a mouth of a finger if I decide to yet; I desire to remain it as such at this moment!Wow! To think I've typed this and listened to a Christmas CD of mine and playing on "repeat" "Carol of the Bells" likely over twenty times now! One of my favorite Christmas Songs next to "Feed the Children"Namaste,Tim
"what do you feel you have come to this 3D world to learn?"First of all; in the expanded terms of your question; aside from my coming to this 3D world to "remember"/"evolve" to offer more details on this inquiry; I came to learn much on patience and being. In addition; I came to learn to RELEASE of the many things much of which I feel are the emotional aspects/ego attributes which I've held deep within my Spirit including what is "now" and what I refer to as "past"There has been much regarding the level of forgiving as come up. Much of which I am remembering to what I call previous lives and much of which I have re-created in this here/now. (Youth)I am unsure if I've ever mentioned this yet; in what I conclude/believe is that somewhere along my journey (past) I was very "ruthless" in my nature and for this reason; I believe I was to return to what is 3D now. I experience I was in many "battles" during what is or some may know as "history"I've since spent many moments releasing/forgiving/coming to terms of releasing any/all guilt's which I've harbored over the course of time. I could state much on this and to your next inquiry yet; I'll feel this offers an idea:)"and what do you feel you have come to teach/give to the 3D world?"Even though; I feel I am still reaching for a complete or 100% knowing for the most part I am feeling I am close to this at the totality level. Anyway; I am here in what I feel is a grand and glorious moment for what is termed as "humanity"I feel/know that I am here to offer and assist others to see another possibility and to initiate the "knowingness" which I believe is within each of us to come to the knowing of who we are and how this "who we are" incorporates with the we are all and connected as such. Just like in my experiences; I can remember much of what is sometimes referred to as what is repeated in the history of human beings. Oh; yes repeating our actions involving what some may term as negative experiences ex wars,violence etc. The time to remember that I/we can create and experience and come to know that there is more to us. change surface though; I now hold no or pretty much becoming devoid of what is termed as "judging" experiences ex negativity yet; I feel we are still in the process of experiencing what I see in my Crystal Cities visions of what I refer to as a Paradise as I wish to participate/create. How do I feel I know this.. I here and feel it all around us whether it is in song/or all other aspects of my observations. There was a moment when I did not "see" and even though; I may observe in others (aspects of self) which may still be holding on to the ego. I've come to experience moments where inside of ones shell (physical) we all contain the same in one as in all. I honestly accept there is coming to a moment; of where I am observing what is humanity where even though; I know we are one that some of what is called us are going to split onto many paths to continue on with what is "our journeys"Bring this to a level of let's say two major journeys for clarity purposes this is what I am seeing. More and more with intensity. I am seeing that some of us will choose to follow the path which resembles what I refer to as Crystal Cities and some of us will choose something else. Meaning two elements if you will. Of course; there are many many other elements within what I am feeling yet; this is a very broad description. Back to your second inquiry it is my "purpose" to assist or service onto others to become aware of the possibilities and for "others" to come to choose with a level of awareness which journey one desires to consciously choose. I hope I am presenting this with clarity!
From my viewpoint I see what your saying which I tend to call it as "shadow work" This is something that I am growing ever increasingly aware of. I've noticed as I went through that undergo especially after my return from Nevada and throughout much of this season of summer. In my experiences; now that I've moved through this I am experiencing more and more of being in the moment and indeed this is how I've come to personally validate my release of what I've come to consider the past in many many situations!"Do you know how you are going to go about assisting others with this or is that still to be worked out as you continue to move forward?"As you may remember especially since you know me from our connection on the HT forum. I've mentioned some of what I thought I was going to do. Now; I know that even though; I still feel what I do I am realizing that much of what i spoke of was a combination of what my "ego" was speaking of. I've grown in my self mastery by opening up to my true self and I know that I am on the 'right' path regarding your inquiry. The joy is when I am able to share with others who I am and the "assistance" or service is when I am approached by others and when I am able to offer something of myself and I am seeing a validation or that "spark" light up regarding others as in a form of an "awakening" I am knowing that I am honoring my purpose. I am one for being humble in my purpose so I likely will remain a low key in profile etc. I've noticed (work for example) that because; of my interactions with others the "change" in many and I've shared and others have shared with me what I call "intimate" Spiritual concepts. For me; I know that my purpose here is drawing short and change surface though; I may hold some uncertainty when I go to Tuscon I know that is where I must go to act on with my purpose. I act to participate and support many of what is referred to as "causes" such as; the rally I participated in Las Vegas last spring for immigration rights environmental etc. I've removed "advanced" thought as it conflicts with my now perspective such as; the example of the rally. I was unaware of my participation of it until the moment came forth and there i was participating and being a function to others:)I've mentioned recently about my journey to Arizona and even though; this came forth recently I've come to a knowing that this is what i refer to as the final link for me. Even though; I am still unaware of each and every detail I know that my mission (intend) of whatever it shall be; continues there and from there I shall come to a completion of all aspects of myself then I shall move on. I know that I am feeling a very strong energy pull to this location and I shall honor myself in following through on this.
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